I finally got round to setting up an LJ. I had one years ago, but I've forgotten it's log-in stuff. My old username was goth_juka.

Anyway, this is going to be my last week of college, and it's going to be tough. I've met some incredible people, formed some wonderful friendships, and if this is the last time I'll ever see those people, I'm gonna be really upset.

I'm talking about mainly Chris and Lara, although I'm going to miss everyone in the class. Those two have actually pulled me through some hard times. In fact, if it hadn't been for those two, I probably wouldn't have made it through my breakup with John at the start of the college year. I've never had known any two people who could change a person so much. Before I'd properly gotten to know Lara, and before I'd met Chris, I was a different person through and through, but now, thanks to both of them, I'm optimistic and outgoing. I would honestly call them my best friends.

The truth is that I don't want to say goodbye to them :(

As for everyone else in the class, well I'm really going to miss them as well. We've all had some good laughs and some good times, and at least I'll have those memories to remind me of them all.

This year has been special for me, because it's been a complete transformation of character.


I have a sculpture to be done by tomorrow, and I haven't done a thing. I've struck a concrete wall, and I can't break through it. I'm so uninspired it's incredible. I've tried, but to no avail. And we have an exhibition on Friday, so I've been mostly getting together my best work for that.

But I can't get the fact that this is the last week out of my mind :( 
Today Chris said that he thinks he'll never see me again. I just laughed and said 'Yeah you will', but it was kinda eating me inside, that I might never see him or Lara again.

I think way too much about stuff.
Anyway, wish me luck with this stupid exhibition. I'm gonna need it.

Over and out.
M.Vee